By Carri Clark
Carri is one of our LLI 2018 Transform training alumni. God used this summer to grow her love for Him and do some deep healing in her life. May her story encourage you as you walk with Jesus.
There was a table, beautiful and strong. Everyone loved it and had wonderful memories with it. The maker created it to serve people and they were influenced by it’s qualities. The table was happy to have people use it and was available day and night for anything and anyone.
But the maker knew that many people misused the table. He chased some of them away but knew he could not keep everything away. Over time, the table gathered scrapes, gouges and stains as it was bumped and damaged. It bore everything with a smile, but the maker could see it had no protection for itself and it’s structure was weak. The table continued, not realizing it was becoming worn and ready to fall apart. It hurt, and the scrapes stung, but it didn’t want to leave it’s work.
Finally the wounds took their toll and the table became discouraged. How long could it continue serving people? Some intentionally damaged it. Some didn’t even notice it. And all left their mark. The table forgot all the good it was ding and the people it had helped. It forgot how to love them. It forgot the maker that could help it…But the maker knew what was happening.
One day, the maker came and took the table away from it’s place. The table was tired and went willingly, expecting a new coat of paint or something else to cheer it up for more service. But the maker knew what it needed most. The maker began to sand the table with a rough paper. The table panicked, “This hurts! Why are you doing this?”
But the maker calmly continued his work without speaking. The maker reached every spot of the table with the paper. The table didn’t understand, “Haven’t I been through enough pain? Why are you causing more?”
The maker replied, “I am changing you. I’m going to heal the damage and make you new.”
Relieved to hear the maker’s voice at last, the table became calm. It felt peace as the maker filled every gouge, hole and scrape. Slowly, the table changed form. It became smooth and clean. But the table began to notice, it did not look the same. All it’s edges were round! All the characteristics it had were covered! New ones were being made! “This is not me! Why did you change me so much? How can I go back like this? I don’t know how to do it! I don’t want to help those people! They will just ruin all the work you’ve done! I don’t want to be marked again!”
But the maker knew his plan. He allowed the table to rest in it’s new form. People came by and touched it, admiring the maker’s work. They talked about how they could not wait to spend quiet time and meals there. They talked about how much they missed the table. But the table was not sure, it was afraid, it did not feel comfortable in it’s new form and going back to it’s old purpose. The master began applying pain, paint that protected the table from insects and small wounds. He spoke softly to the table and it began to learn many things.
It was still a table. It was still the same wood. But it had been made better, stronger and more beautiful. It had not been changed because there was something wrong with it. It had been made for a purpose and the maker would protect it. There would certainly be more scrapes and bumps, but the maker would never be far. He might not be speaking, but he will protect from the worst injuries and repair the small.
by Andrii Stupak
Andrii reflects on his ministry assignment as one of the leaders for the CREW Servant Leader discipleship program for teens at the DPB Training Center.
The last 2 weeks I had a great opportunity to be in camp as a leader of the Crew team. Through this time we had a lot of highlights and funny moments together. I had a chance to get to know and fall in love with my team. Every day we had to do some chores like setting up the tables for meals, doing dishes, and cleaning the house and outside. I’m thankful to God that He brought these amazing people together and gave us the opportunity to meet each other and serve together. Besides chores we also played a lot of games and communicated and read the Bible.
During camp God spoke to me a lot through His Word and through my team. In John 15:5-6 it says:
5“I am the vine, and you are the branches. If you stay joined to me, and I to you, you will produce plenty of fruit. But separated from me you won’t be able to do anything. 6If you don’t stay joined to me, you will be like a branch that has been thrown out and has dried up. All the dead branches like that are gathered up, thrown into the fire and burned.
One of our tasks was to cut unnecessary and dead tree branches and burn them. It helped me to imagine how important it is to serve God and to bear plenty of fruits to Him, and what I have to do to reach that.
I praise the Lord for Crew team 2018 and the amazing time we had together.
by Julia Weiss
Julia is an intern in this year's LLI Transform Training
The first week at Leadership Lab International was already a very precious time for me. We (our team of 7 participants from 6 different countries) were able to get to know each other better and already grew together as a team! Especially our hiking trip during the weekend was an experience that bound us together. As we were on our way to the top of a mountain called Kamenjak, the way got more difficult and rocky the further we came. Since we almost had to start climbing with our heavy backpacks, we finally decided to turn around, go part of the way back and take a different path that brought us quite quickly to the top of the mountain.
Looking back our hiking experience, it became an image for me for our walk with Christ. Sometimes we come across obstacles that challenge us a lot and sometimes it seems like we can‘t go on anymore. Maybe we even ask ourselves if it was a mistake to go this way. But even during these times, we can trust the Lord‘s guidance. He doesn‘t make mistakes and he never leaves our side! And even when the way seems senseless to the point of turning around and going back, it is not senseless to Him! He has a different perspective on our lives and sometimes brings things in our lives to strengthen us for what is to come. He remains faithful, and so this experience encourages me to hold on to what is said in Romans 8,28:
“And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.”
by Kurt Bekins
Kurt and his family recently moved to Croatia to continue making disciples and to serve the church. Pray their consistent life, where action matches faith and proclamation, would bring many to glorify God (Matthew 5:16; 1 Peter 2:11-12)
When I was a kid, my cousins and I loved to play with toy cars. We treasured these classic 1:64 scale die-cast toy vehicles! We were trading 3 for 1 in some cases, not because of the price paid (in pop can money), but because of their personal worth. Some of these cars I happened upon in the store, others I looked for hard and long or traded as many as 6 cars to get them from my cousins. Less than a year ago our family made a big move, having to sell or give away much of our belongings. But you know what? I took along a few of those “precious” cars for the nostalgia. These $1 toys were still so valuable to me.
A Hidden Treasure and a Valuable Pearl
I was thinking about the worth of these cars while I was studying Matthew 13. In chapter 13, Matthew displays seven of Jesus’ parables about the Kingdom of Heaven. Here are the fifth and sixth:
44 “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.
45 “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it.” (NIV)
Both of these short parables show us the sacrificial cost of being a citizen of the kingdom of heaven. Both the man and the merchant went and sold everything to obtain their treasure. They both sold EVERYTHING they had. Those who take serious the value of the Kingdom don’t see the cost as an obligation, but pursue it JOYFULLY!
The man was glad to part ways with all that he had because his long-term return would be far greater. And the merchant would have been an expert in the value of pearls and yet he sold everything he owned for this pearl of far greater value.
Counting the Cost
When I think about the application of this passage, I think about the Rich Young Ruler who came to Jesus with his flattering compliments and great knowledge of the law. He was genuinely seeking the Kingdom. But he wouldn’t set aside his wealth to follow Jesus, a far greater treasure (Col. 2:1-3). The cost was far too great for him. “Silly ruler,” we say in our minds.
There is a cost to following Jesus. It will cost you everything. It may cost you your possessions, selfish desires, wealth, worldly status, relationships, or your very life. But it is worth so much more.
Proverbs 3:15 “She is more precious than jewels; and nothing you desire compares with her.”
Go joyfully. Pursue the treasure. Cherish Christ in your life!
By Jim Feiker and Steve Meeker
This blog is a combination of thoughts from Jim and Steve based off of Steve's mentor, Jim's original article "The Mentor's Magnet - A Life Manifesting Christ."
So what is the magnet in a mentor’s life that draws people to learn how to walk with Jesus Christ? It is not our spiritual gifts, our experience or our great ministry skills. It is the very nature, character, and fragrance of God’s presence in our lives.
It is Christ resident within us, living His life in us and reflecting His life through us. God-scented people are at every stage of life - still growing, still vibrant and fragrant, still fruitful, still proclaiming God’s presence and character, drawing out others into a closer relationship with Christ.
While mentoring, you may have faced doubts, thoughts of inadequacy, and a lack of confidence floods the heart only to face head-on the question, “Do I really have what it takes to disciple others?”
Yes, here is when a mentor’s life is thrown back onto the potter’s wheel of Scripture and once again reshaped with God’s gentle hands and His word to take these earthen vessels and remind us the work is not ours it is His.
As only a loving Father can do, He takes these times of struggle and produces in the life of the mentor an increased desire to grow as His child and to love more deeply those He has given us to care for as they develop in relationship with Him.
Memories of the impact mentoring has made in my life and the countless lives of believers I know from around the world renew a commitment to keep going, learning and giving so others may grow in their love for Jesus.
Mentoring requires, no, it demands we continue with the heart of a learner. Why? Because mentoring is an art form, in that everyone is uniquely different, and God is working in his or her life in a distinct way. We are only channels and dispensers of God’s grace to others.
Most of what we learn about mentoring comes from trial and error and from God’s unique shaping of our lives. Everyone’s mentoring style is different, based on his or her gifting, capacity, personality, and vision.
Your discipling will reflect how God has shaped you, but it always must begin by abiding in Jesus (John 15:1-5). Only then will you be effective in mentoring as you draw close to Him so your character and life may reflect the heart of a mentor.
Success in mentoring is quite opposite of the world’s view of success. It is not selfishly driven, but Christ focused and an overflowing of His life in us to others. God is not interested in perfect mentors, but in mentors who are progressing in their growth. Progressing, not perfect, character models is God’s desire that He will use to point others to follow after Him (1 Timothy 4:15).
If we wait until we are perfect, we will never make a strategic investment of our lives into people. It is not our skills, experiences, or degrees, that make the significant difference, it is our character. It has been said that the crisis in today’s leadership, is a crisis of character, and the crisis of character is a crisis of being deeply rooted into God.
Consider your steps wisely and take time to plug in and depend on Jesus for only then will you be able to “Go and make disciples of all nations,” (Matthew 28:19a).
by Kurt Bekins
Kurt and his family recently moved to Croatia to continue making disciples and to serve the church. Pray their consistent life, where action matches faith and proclamation, would bring many to glorify God (Matthew 5:16; 1 Peter 2:11-12)
What does it look like to grow into a mature disciple of Christ? As a college soccer player, my coach imparted to our team some key ingredients that took us from immaturity and formed in us qualities to become godly young men. The lessons I learned came from a man dedicated to following Christ on and off the field. Countless hours were given to strategizing the next game and more importantly how he could pass on to us wise counsel that would develop our spiritual muscles as we practiced throughout the season.
In a word, the most important virtue I learned from coach as he followed Jesus was CONSISTENCY! Under coach’s guidance, I developed tools to daily live and play for the glory of God. I still remember these life lessons from his coaching:
Lately, I’ve been reading through 1 Peter and what struck me in chapter 2:9-10 is Christ followers are chosen, chosen to be a royal priesthood, a people of God. Because Christians are a holy and royal priesthood, we ought to act like it! Priests of God don’t live one way on Sunday and another way throughout the week. We are to be consistent to have our walks match our talk and to honor the One we proclaim we follow.
Glorify God in EVERYTHING you do, Paul says in 1 Corinthians 10:31. Everything, laundry, running, Bible study, work, or time at the beach should have one focus: glorify the Lord!
Coach made an impact in my life that lead to deeper growth in my walk with Christ. No, I didn’t arrive while I was in college and am still growing through the hurdles along the way. However, consistency in my relationship with Jesus and in my play became a game changer in my life as it drew me closer to Christ, empowered me to turn away from sinful patterns, increased my joy, developed my abilities to play better and it wasn’t bad that my grades also improved. I truly believe that God received more glory in these areas of life because I understood his Glory was due to Him in every area of life.
As you go throughout your day, your week, this month, what are the areas you need God to address in your life so you may live in such a way that consistently brings glory to God?
“In whom you also are being built together for a dwelling place of God in the Spirit”- Ephesians 2:22
by Amy Kellogg
Amy is one of LLI's first alumni. She and her husband live in California where she is completing her mental health internship. She writes, "There are so many lessons that I still use from LLI. Two of the biggest are how to continue to use my gifts as an encourager on a team. Even when encouragement seems forced, it can still change the dynamic of a team or group of people! Thank you LLI for encouraging me in that gift. I also view multicultural teams as so beneficial now as well. I would not have learned how to work with people from other cultures if it wasn't for LLI. Such a gift!"
As believers in Jesus Christ, it can feel as if we are constantly being squeezed dry by the pressures of the world. Take a second to think about the people you felt pressure from today, people that may have made you feel less than or ashamed. Did you disappoint someone? How did you feel about yourself afterwards?
The lie we often tell ourselves is, “I disappointed someone, therefore I am a disappointing person”.
This cycle becomes a search to make others happy through our behaviors so that we become a “good” person. It’s easy to fall into a dangerous cycle of people pleasing in order to make others happy. We can often justify this harmful behavior by calling it humility, or self-sacrifice, when in reality we are searching for our identity apart from Christ. This pattern will always lead to exhaustion and a desire to quit.
We can also put negative pressure on ourselves, and easily get wrapped up in a continuous cycle of trying to work hard, and please God through our actions. God calls us to a life of holiness (1st Peter 1:16), but we cannot live that life without Him. He has promised His Spirit to guide us. He tells us that He will use our trials in order to build perseverance in us.
We will make mistakes, and we will face trials from the world. However, we can trust that God is using these things to build us together. If our identity and self-worth is based on our circumstances, we will always be disappointed. Pressure will come, and we persevere when we believe that our identity is built into Jesus Christ and not our circumstances.
Pressures from this life will come, Jesus promises that in this world we will face trouble, but then He tells us how to persevere when he says, “Take heart for I have overcome the world” (1st John 16:33).
How do you take heart? We have to know what God says about us. Take some time to go through your Bible, look at verses that talk about who you are in Jesus. Romans 5:10 says we were enemies with God, but through Jesus’ sacrifice we have been reconciled to Him.
We also have to take time away from our busyness to spend time with God. We must allow God to care for our souls in order to stand up against the pressures we face. We saw Jesus do this throughout the Gospels.
Find the ways you connect with the one whose burden is light, whether through prayer, music, worship, nature, art, studying theology, journaling, or another form. Try different activities that are relaxing for you and connect you to your heavenly Father. Daily, make time to study the Word and learn more about your identity as a child of God.
by Marissa Martzolff
About a week ago, I was reflecting over the amazing opportunities I’ve had over the years, and I realized that everything I’ve done have fallen into one of three categories: activities I continuously pursue, activities I have completed and have not returned to, and activities I never completed.
With the majority of the things I’ve partaken in, I have either continued to pursue them or was involved until their completion. Yet, looking back, I couldn’t help but focus on the activities I stopped pursuing.
For some, I left for health reasons (illness or injuries), others were for the busyness of my schedule. But there have been a few instances where I didn’t see the activity through to the end because I simply didn’t want to. Interestingly, I’ve found this to be true with my writing.
I’ve written stories my whole life. When I was in fourth and fifth grade, I wrote my first books (averaging about fifteen lined-paper pages each). Following those books, I began the crafting of at least a dozen other stories leading up to my senior year in high school. I found myself abandoning ship with all of these stories, never seeing them through to the end.
That senior year of high school, I decided to change this. I researched topics for my genre (I exclusively write historical fiction stories), read how to improve my fiction writing abilities, and laid out plans for my book. This time, I was determined to complete it.
But then I faced roadblocks. I found plot holes. The motives of my protagonists didn’t make sense or seem realistic. The research of the era in which I was writing became a daunting task that I dreaded. As you can guess, I abandoned this book as well.
Recently I’ve revisited the concept of the book, reinvented my characters and plot, and researched more thoroughly the era in which the story takes place. It’s been a challenging process staying committed to this book, as I plan for it to be the length of a novel (opposed to the 15-page stories I’ve written previously). But I’ve always desired to achieve this goal of completing a book, and no matter how long it takes me to complete it, I will stay committed until the last sentence of the book is typed.
Some of you are probably thinking, that’s great, Marissa. I’m, um, glad to hear about all this… kinda. But, why am I reading this? Can we skip to the part where we start talking about how this applies to faith?
To which I say:
If you’re familiar with the New Testament, then you’re no stranger to Paul (What an incredible story of transformation and grace!). You’re also most-likely familiar with Paul’s topics of endurance and perseverance. Often, he used analogies regarding runners in a race to help readers relate to his message.
But there’s a different path I want to take with this concept. Instead of focusing on the race, I want to focus on the training.
Although running has been one of the activities I’ve personally been unable to complete due to health issues and injuries, I’ve still had the opportunity to experience training for 5k’s and for other runs I’ve completed in the past.
Almost anyone can tell you this: you can’t wake up on the day of a half marathon and expect to run the full distance if you’ve never trained to run. It’s a recipe for disaster.
Rather, you have to train yourself psychically to prevent injuries and to breathe properly. Not just physically, but also mentally: half of the battle is pushing through the doubt in your mind, the voice telling you to quit.
If we’re running this spiritual race for the rest of our lives, that’s going to take a lot of endurance and perseverance. And the only way you can receive that is through training and strengthening those “spiritual muscles.”
When we encounter the bumps in the road such as persecution, doubt, laziness, or life circumstances, we’ll be equipped to handle them. Our knowledge of God’s Word, having it hidden within our hearts, will help us overcome those “mental blocks” we receive while running. Not only this, but the more we exercise those spiritual muscles and principles while training, the more prepared we’ll be when we encounter larger ones during the race.
So what does the application look like for us as Christians as we embark on this life-long race?
When we begin to strengthen our spiritual muscles and train for the long-run, we’ll be surprised at the results we’re able to achieve through God’s help. Ultimately, the prize that we seek will be more rewarding than anything we can receive on this earth. All it takes is perseverance and endurance.
Marissa is graduating this April with a Bachelors degree in Marketing and a minor in Communication. She has always been passionate about writing, and this past November she launched her faith-based blog, His New Creation. She desires to use this blog to encourage others, and to also share The Good News!
by Steve Meeker
Steve has the privilege of serving as the director of Leadership Lab International. His passion is to step alongside young leaders in order to help them grow in their love for God, their skills to lead and serve together on teams, and in their commitment to fulfill Jesus' Great Commission.
Stepping off the plane in Estonia was a dream come true. We had envisioned this day when relational discipleship and team building training could be offered outside of Croatia through LLI. As we emerged through customs, our team was greeted by an Estonian delegation including Mari Vahermagi, the SU Estonian National Director, who had an even bigger dream to bring together young leaders from other Baltic nations for training in their beautiful nation.
God dovetailed these two visions and transformed them into reality.
Members of teams of volunteers from Lithuania, Latvia and Estonia learned together about each other and what they each contribute to the body of Christ. They began to understand more about Jesus’ model for discipleship and how they are to be involved with the Great Commission. It was a time of discovery, fellowship and empowerment as each reflected on abiding in Christ.
Vision needed empowerment and that is where so many of you played an important role. This training event could not have taken place without your partnership. Our team took a step of faith and opened up the 2017 LLI Virtual Run event and in May participants started the race.
Whether you were in a group or pressing on alone, pushing a baby stroller, tackling another hill on a dirt bike or cycling through the streets of your city, every ounce of exertion mattered. One team of three even raced back from a river beginning to spill over its banks to complete the event. Why? So young leaders could be trained to serve like Jesus and fulfill His command to go and make disciples.
Your efforts made life changing impact possible! Thank you for being a part of the team. As Zane from Latvia said, “Thanks to LLI I really understood what discipleship means and I was encouraged to change my life completely. Now I know I want to follow God’s will in my life.”
Zane was one of three who attended this training in Estonia that decided to apply for our summer Transformation Training. She is also seen as one of the future leaders in outdoor camp ministry in Latvia.
Today, as I look back at what God did in the hearts of those who came to this ABIDE training, I am grateful for everyone who walked, ran and biked in order to step alongside this dream and to make it possible.
May this encourage your day as you remember the race you joined last year to help others follow Jesus’ command to abide in Him and to “Go and make disciples.”
Gratitude: What is one thing you are thankful for today?
What do you do when life doesn’t turn out the way you knew it would? When you’re staring at an uncertain future and can’t even imagine what you will be doing this time next year? When I graduated from high school I pictured going to Bible school, graduating, getting married, moving overseas to the mission field, and serving there long term. Life hasn’t turned out that way for me. Now, graduation is around the corner and I’m left wondering, what in the world is next?
A new season of life approaches with pressures and questions. “How will I find the right job and ministry? Where can I be most useful to the Lord? How will I know I got it right? Will I be able to make it financially?” It’s comforting to know that God ALREADY has a plan. “We are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” (Ephesians 2:10) God's not looking at my experience, gifts, and training and thinking, “Hmmm, I wonder where I might be able to use her? Where might she be able to fit?” No, He has planned to use me in specific locations, jobs, ministries, and relationships.
I do find peace for my troubled, uncertain, questioning heart in saying, “God wherever I can be the most use to you, whatever I can do to bring the most glory to you, that’s what I want to do.” When I am surrendered and available for his plans, I don’t feel the pressure to find that perfect job or ministry or future for myself. I am His and open to however he wants to use me and lead me. But it can still be a struggle, each day, to trust and follow God’s plans. There is still a temptation to worry about the future. I can still be distracted by the daily challenges of life. Surrendering to God’s plans is not a one time thing. I need to surrender my life, my will, my hopes, and my plans to Him daily. My heart needs to be recalibrated toward Christ and His ways regularly.
God already has a good plan for my life. I don’t know what it looks like. So far it doesn’t look like the plan I had imagined. But I know it will involve doing good things that he has prepared especially for me to do. They will fit my skills, gifts and training. Like a good gift prepared for a loved one, how it must delight Him to watch me discover His plan for me. Maybe he can’t wait until I unwrap this next chapter to see what a perfect thing he has prepared for me!
by Brianna Yingling
Brianna grew up as an MK in Mexico where she lived for seventeen years. After graduating from High School she finished her degree in Evangelism and Discipleship at Moody Bible Institute. Currently, she is finishing a masters degree in Spiritual Formation and Discipleship at Moody Theological Seminary. Brianna writes, "As a missionary kid, God has given me a passion for missions, making Christ known in places where people have not heard His name. I am also passionate about discipleship ministry and helping believers grow in their walk with the Lord."